To start...how will my and the babies health be in the next month? When will I start to feel the babies? After 20 weeks, which will be tomorrow it seems thats when complications start to arise. Will the babies stay until 28 weeks, when their survival is at 100%? Will I have to go to the hospital and be on bedrest there? When I am at the hospital will the IV, epidural, surgery hurt?? Will the babies be born and be healthy?
And then...how do I take care of 3 babies at once??? How can we afford it? How am I going to be a good mom w/ no sleep?
I know that God is in control 100% and I can just do the best I can. The rest is in his hands.
In other news my belly is at 45 inches. I have a school shower tomorrow and then the big shower Saturday. It's pretty exciting. This is the fabric that Keith's mom and sister inlaw are using to make my bedding, curtains, and I think I might attempt some art work using the material. The colors are little off due to the lighting I guess? But it gives you an idea.
